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Wednesday, April 2nd, 2008
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Thursday, January 17th, 2008
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i dont know but i just wrote about self identity and confusion for english and im burnt out on everyything and all i can think is even though you wear fur it doesnt make you an animal
my nerve endings are rawwwwwwwwwwwwww
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Tuesday, October 9th, 2007
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i am for me i create for me i am self absorbed because i live my life in my own world relationships are for me and if they suck i will abandon them because that doesnt increase my own sense of self it just deteriorates it and i have to keep myself alive self preservation honey its what the world revolves around oh thanks mom for dat lovely advice n______n
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Thursday, August 30th, 2007
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um my mouth is coated in soymilk granola crap it feels like how the film on an alligator eyeball would feel
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Monday, August 27th, 2007
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i feel like im going through a growth spurt again, that kinda awkward phase where ur shins ache
i dunno i just dont fit in wit ne one it feels like!!! i feel too old for peeps at highschool but too young for peeps at my work
weird transitions i just want 2 move away i guess at the least
ps - it annoys me when in movies kids do remarkable things like revolt in summer camp (addams family values) when in reality they would have done JACK SHIT
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hoovervilles vacuums gosh we need a mop in this fuckin house im tired of my feet getting nappy from the kitchen floor it disgusts me. and hey i have been so busy and stressed and lacking of sleep but it's all so fulfilling and give me purpose and dat in itself is boss. strawberries are suffocating my creativity but i love it i love it. pink is my motif i think i will make a portfolio based on sugar chagrin crap i dont even know what chagrin means but im going 2 paint it maybe it sounds like a yummy cake.
so today i had a not so study time wit julia at epoch i love those. i havent eaten all day really until just now it hasnt settled yet but i am still hungry it feels like oil floating on water
hey i need i need ii iieieeieieie need kneed the dough aka i need someone to do some collab art pieces wit me and make music (even tho all i can seem 2 do is write the lyrics and sing wit a crackly boy voice) and ride bikes please i beg of thee
oh the irony OH THE HUMANITY
ps i dont know how 2 link to my entry or whatev dat is so sorry about the BOMBARDMENT
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i am revamping up my shit and shit like that and other shit. erm on the internet i like 2 throw away my english lessons and do whatever i want with words and letters because no one tells me i cant and i do what i want. i do what i want, you hear? naw im joking i dont even think what i want. HA> hahahaas.df;as, makdsn jnjk
i want 2 broaden my social circle please some one new and distant plxxxx i swear 2 god im semi interesting and am up for anything new!
IM SEMI INTERESTING WHAT MORE DO YOU WANT??????????????????????????????????????? ACKACKASNF kjnakjsn f
new and unused
 
i...i feel the need......the need.................................i ii i i ii i need
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Tuesday, October 3rd, 2006
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I am thinking that goats and rams are my favourite animals. Hoofity cloofity complity stompity gettin them trolls off that bridge.
Gettin them goats.
Gettin my goat is seeing long wheat grass on the side of the road and watching it caterpult about with the kickboxer wind, not knowing what a whole field of it would look like instead of just a ditch full. ditch ditch ditchin school for better things like um i dunno persuing the general happiness and welfare of my being?????
AWOL/son
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Saturday, March 25th, 2006
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Mikaylah I need your new address, I have a letter that has just been sitting here waiting to be sent! oops.
I got a typewriter, another polaroid, a new umbrella, "Slang and Euphemism", and film at a garage sale I volunteered at today. Fruitful to say the least! Now I'm sittin like a playa sippin grapejuice on a saturday night. I was supposed to see a movie tonight with my grandmother, but she is to tired. Ohwell. I can read Crime and Punishment instead.
Slang of the Update: "Early Door"- a prostitute. Rhyming slang for "whore." [British, 1800s]
I'm interested in mix cds and letters. Or both? If you have similar interests, please state so. We should work a trade out.
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Sunday, February 5th, 2006
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Thursday, January 19th, 2006
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today was an almost euphoric day. almost.
time warped to eight grade when i still lived with my mother last night, had frank n' angies pizza. present and cake time. it feels weird to be 16. some things seem even farther away now that i can legally do them, but am unable too. Crazy warped pictures with izabella. belle. I wish i was like her almost, italian beauty with crazy personality. maybe a bitch but i dont care she is wonderful.
i came to school today in a haze not used to being with family in the morning so much. confusion makes me groggy and the benchmark did not help, but it looked up later on. breezy lunch full of penis orange peels, a la ana. accidental tomato explosions, im sorry corrine if your backpack is a little sticky.
julia is the best conversationalist, words are her thing. maybe? expressing emotion doesn't seem hard for some reason.
after school a freaky blackhole, i felt like it was only 5 minutes on the bus but it was really 30. reading books takes me back and speeds up time. almost magically. almost.
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Wednesday, December 21st, 2005
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honey on a lions tongue, honey on a lions mane.
you have the most beautiful name, running through honey.
Have you ever pondered about how your life will be when you have to depend on yourself only? It gets me all buzzed on happy thoughts but I'm afraid to get my hopes up high,then crash and burn when I find myself looking under couch cushions for change like dad. im ok living in crappyshit piece of house. "What if more people made the places they are the places they want to be?" hanging plants, velvet pillows, stainglass windows, old couches, fridge full of fruit and whitewine, dozens of windchimes, dried flowers hanging everywhere. saintcandles.
oh if only. i want to live alone and sleep over at friends alot. sanctuary!
I'm going through the most normal time in my life I think. being needed by someone gives more purpose to life.
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Sunday, November 20th, 2005
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camille camille the best to hang out with.
We went to the Botanical Gardens on Saturday, what an enigma in this topsy turvy concrete jungle. Walking with no purpose but to see flashbacks to the Jurassic period and Feudal Japan. Even if the flowers weren't in full bloom it was gorgeous. We got followed by a man and ran away like scared little girls. Some people just confuse me. Koi fish made it better.
Met up with Cali and Emily after awhile, those two are a bundle of timeportal fashion and everlasting conversation. Why can't everyone be like my friends? Bought cookies, brownies, muffins, and little old lady candy from the gift shop. Peach juice was delicious. Bathroom breaks galore, bodily functions are awkward. Camille!
how could something so beautiful destroy the world?
shiva
dance party at Rachel Starkle's. good oldfashion fun.
woke up at the crack of dawn to feed homeless people with camille.
good deed for the week: check.
papers suck. especially ones due tommorow that im losing time to work on.
Stupid livejournal.
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Sunday, November 6th, 2005
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Tuesday, October 4th, 2005
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Tuesday, September 13th, 2005
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Wiped like a hardrive
I am in cyberspace floating
power button on
Words: Conform to the syllables that is Haiku.
Counting syllables is an undertaking that I will not do regularly. I can't do it right, and I'm not sure that one follows the 575 rule. I like Haiku though, the simplicity is rather refreshing. No long flowing beautifully worded poems to compete with. Just 17 syllables.
I got a new sketchbook and a few paintpens, I'm enjoying it so far and have been drawing alot more lately. I am trying to surpass girls at my school with skill, but I am finding it hard to even compete. ohwell. Practice, practice, practice!
food after school with the camel is becoming the favorite part of my day.
Veggie Heaven, healthy and delicious.
I stuff my mouth, oh so graceless.
Like a wild animal, tameless.
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Monday, August 22nd, 2005
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Sunday, August 14th, 2005
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I missed Ren and Stimpy because I thought it was Saturday for some reason.
Fuck.
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I have discovered that I can put my hair into a pheaux-hawk. It looks pretty snazzy, but I doubt I'll ever wear it out in public. It's already starting to poof out. Like a giant puffball.
I've been taking lots of showers and styling my hair with the shampoo. So far I can get a regular mohawk, alfalfa hair, spikes, slicked back, curly cues, and others that I haven't figured out a name for. It's fun and keeps me preoccupied when I'm bored.
And I'm bored alot. Like now. Which is why I'm updating.
Still counting down the days until Ren and Stimpy! 5 more days. Yessss.
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Charlie and the Chocolate Factory is more fun when you see it with friends instead of cranky ol' parents.
I actually didn't accmplish alot of my list, I was too busy being engrossed in my laziness and lack of motivation to get on a bus. Baaah. I wish my dad would take me places more often. He did gimme a ride tonight though, for which I am greatful.
Ten points from Gryffindor!
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gizzeh's journal
quixotic.
thrashing..
curious.
relaxed.
dirty.
bout to go to beddd.
oooor.
awake.